what's the deal with no website updates?
first of all, i'm happy with how my website looks so far. of course, it's not perfect, but i think i have nearly all the information i want on the site currently. the only thing left for me to do now is to do blog posts (which may be difficult given my college workload).
speaking of which, i should probably give an update on how my life's going. since this is public, i won't give too many details, but i figured that i should at least explain the decline in post frequency. one small but obvious reason i haven't been posting is that i'm happy with how my website's structured, so posts won't be completely on my mind. thus, i have focused on my other endeavors.
college started for me a few days after my last post, and it's a heavy workload. because i'm in computer science and math, my homework will involve hours of research and implementation across all of my classes. i'm going for the dual major, so i need to put in as much effort as i can to ensure i get it in my initial four years here. i still also need to decide if i want to find a job or go to grad school, but the latter seems more appealing since there exists so much hype around artificial intelligence at the moment.
as a result of my final year here, i feel i have an immense load of pressure on me. my free-time activity has dropped dramatically, and social activity might be at an all-time low without discord. i'm sure people in mutual revolt servers know how much i like to bitch and moan about my assignments there; school kind of feels like my only concern right now, which in and of itself is concerning. i feel like i need to get this dual degree to get a leg up in this very competitive job market. i wish i didn't have to face this alone, but i also don't want to take the risk of using a sketch dating app to find someone else locally.
i'm doing okay right now, but i wonder when i will crack under this pressure. wish me luck; life will not be easy from here onwards. i hope i can at least make more people smile while i still can
-ozyximo